Community Anthology:

Dreaming Towards Liberation

We believe that queer liberation is not only possible, but inevitable.

This 90-page Anthology is…

  • A creative journey that strengthens your muscles for radical imagination

  • A compilation of inspiring dreams shared lovingly by fellow queer St. Louisans

  • An expansive space for you to draw, write, and breathe life into these pages – so that your dreams become part of our collective story, too!

Sliding Scale Pricing

Please choose the sliding scale tier based on the description that best describes your current financial situation. We trust you to choose the most accurate price tier, and hope that this project allows SQSH to increase our grassroots funding streams while uplifting queer art in St. Louis!

Mutual Aid

Frequently worried about meeting basic needs, in debt, unable to afford stable housing/transportation consistently, unemployed or underemployed, no access to savings.

  • Physical copy: $12

  • E-book: $5

The Mutual Aid tier is not sustainable for our organization based on how much we spent to create the Anthology, so we are offering a limit of 10 physical copies at the Mutual Aid tier.

If you cannot afford the price of the Mutual Aid tier, we have a very limited number of free copies available. Please reach out to avi.i@thesqsh.org if you are interested! Prioritizing Black trans folks 🤎

Sustainer

Usually can meet basic needs, employed, access to stable housing and transportation, may have access to some savings, have some expendable income, may have some debt

  • Physical copy: $18

  • E-book: $10

Financial Stability

Comfortably able to meet all basic needs, own/rent home and/or car, have regular access to healthcare, have access to expendable income, can always buy new items

  • Physical copy: $25

  • E-book: $20

Wealth Redistributor

Same criteria as financial stability, but wants to offset the cost of 3 free copies of the anthology for folks with less financial privilege

  • Physical copy: $40

  • E-book: $30

Interested in selling our anthology at your storefront?

Are you a business, library, or community center in the region that would like to carry our publication? We're always looking to get the Anthology into more readers' hands. We don't sell on Amazon so that we can support small businesses. Please get in touch at avi.i@thesqsh.org and we'll send more info your way.

About the Anthology

This anthology was initially inspired by the dreams of our own community organizers and the community members who engaged with us so deeply at our 2022 Fall Photoshoot & Open Mic event. We originally planned to use the photos and interviews from that event to compile into a much smaller zine, but quickly realized that we were blessed with an abundance of creativity and radical imagination. We put a call out to our community for creative works that dreamt towards queer liberation – and this anthology was born!

It was also important to us to create something that was interactive and could be applied to the everyday lives of our community members, so throughout this anthology, we have included spaces for you to reflect on, dream about, and challenge the ideas presented to you. We hope that this body of work is a starting point for your own dreaming towards queer liberation, whether you’re using this on your own or with your comrades. We invite you to engage with both the creative works and the reflection prompts with compassion for yourself and for your community, and encourage you to be as vulnerable in your reflections as you have the capacity to be.

Community Love for the Anthology 💌

Support SQSH’s Storytelling Work!

Through our storytelling initiatives, we heard queer St. Louisans unapologetically speak up about queer joy, mental health, chosen family, and more. Check out more stories from our queer & trans community, and support SQSH’s work to create liberated spaces for queer St. Louisans to speak our truth.

Thank You To Our Wonderful Contributors ✨

  • Our Interviewees – whose stories inspired & make up so much of this Anthology!

    Bree
    Drake (he/him)
    Len (they/them)
    Mack (they/he)
    Maxi (they/them)

  • Anarchia (she/they/star)

    Anarchia is a Black Queer Disabled Girl. Star’s a lesbian, who relies heavily on their Black Feminist ancestors. She is a sickle cell warrior who is focused on furthering disability justice. This means centering covid cautious practices in the midst of a global pandemic that is disproportionately affecting Black and transgender people. This means centering disability justice principles and thinking critically of the anti-Black brutality that occurs in medical facilities. This means centering neuro-expansive people and critiquing the anti-Black, police-centered mental health system in the western world. Anarchia is deeply aware of how white supremacy infiltrates our most intimate systems. She is constantly searching for ways to build networks of community love and accountability. Star is heavily grounded in the religious traditions of Black women and mothers. She reveres pleasure and the erotic as tools for healing.

  • Jade Schrier (they/she)

    Jade is a queer graphic design student at Webster University. Recently their practice has involved exploring queer joy and using design as a tool to bring communities together.

  • Forest Cody (they/he)

    Forest has a degree in cultural anthropology and comparative literature. They work as a cook in St. Louis. Forest’s work is forthcoming in Jelly Bucket. In 2021, Forest’s visual poems were selected for the Lit Show by Infinity’s Kitchen. Their work also appears in Pier To & Flat Ink Magazine.

  • Jeremiah Miller (he/him)

    Jeremiah is an autistic queer transman currently on his way to art school. He is 18 and currently working between jobs and commissions. He uses portraiture as a space to house identity, particularly ones that haven't historically been able to exist with dignity within fine art. He also works in many other mediums, non-visual included.

  • Drew Ryherd (he/they/she)

    Drew Ryherd is passionate about fostering community, encouraging accesible public transportation, and talking about mental health. In their free time, they enjoy reading, exploring, and spending time with their snake, Lady. You can follow them on Instagram @Drew_ryherd

  • Lenna Catrett (they/them)

    Lenna is a queer, genderfree therapist, creator, activist, & friend. They're a St. Louis transplant who has come to really love this city and especially the stl queer community. In their free time (what is that lol) they like to cook, host friend hangouts, cuddle with their cats este & nox, binge media, and connect with nature and weed.

  • Julianne King (she/her)

    Julianne is a queer writer who examines the intersections of faith and identity, family and mental health through the lens of Midwestern values and hypocrisies. King lives with her partner and six children just outside of St. Louis.

  • Sam Slupski (they/them)

    Sam is a queer, nonbinary Midwestbased writer and creator with years of experience in writing, digital content creation, and community organizing. Their book, UNTIL TENDER, is forthcoming with Game Over Books in August 2023. You can find their work in Insider, Swift Wellness, and at samslupski.com

  • Rylee (they/them)

    Rylee is a genderqueer (trans, enby, etc.), pansexual novice artist from the swamps of floribama, who receives the best ideas for expression past 2am, as is customary. They love walking everywhere throughout St. Louis, casually psychoanalyzing themself, and cuddling their two cats.

  • David Courtney (he/him)

    David moved to Saint Louis in 2007 to attend Saint Louis University, which has been his home ever since. At SLU he studied English, Psychology, and Women's Studies, and later earned his Master of Public Health. While at SLU, they came out as a gay man and was lucky to find a welcoming queer community in Saint Louis. Over the past few years he has reflected on his experiences and channeled them into song lyrics and poems. Currently, he is a communicable disease epidemiologist for the City of St. Louis.

  • Julia López (she/ella)

    Julia consistently pursues the relationship between the built environment, nature, and how we hold relationships in these spaces while also reconciling the historical context of the space we find ourselves in. The artwork speaks to the living and the forgotten environments.

  • Darrious Varner (he/him)

    Darrious, known professionally as DDare Bionic, is a Black, Queer playwright, singer/songwriter, and performer here in St. Louis. Most of DDare's work deals with Mental Health, specifically in the Black community. It is my mission to address and heal how Black people approach Mental Illness.

  • Samantha Vail (she/her)

    Samantha, aka Sihn Starr Cartia, is a transgender mixed media artist, musician and writer that was born in the Bronx, NY and resides in St. Louis. Sihn draws her inspirations from her dream journals and works of science fiction, fantasy, horror and comic books/graphic novels. These are folded into Sihn's own life experiences to connect with the viewer or listener in a intimate way to show that Love is the only power that can keep the forces of Life and Chaos in balance. You can buy Sihn's Book, The Cosmos Of Us, as an ebook at tinyurl.com/Cosmos-of-Us or in-stores at discardedtoymedia.store

  • Abby Mueller (she/they)

    Abby, also known by their musician name Alee Scarlet, is a twenty-something-year-old, “gender weird” / “gender agnostic” indie artist, educator, and advocate from St. Louis, MO who has been writing songs since age 10. When she isn’t busy with an artistic endeavor, nerding out about gender theory, or otherwise working at Metro Trans Umbrella Group (a local non-profit that serves transgender communities), Abby is likely hanging out with their cats Mr. Skimby and Dellie.

  • Jay Gaskin (he/him)

    Jay was born and raised in St. Louis. He knew he was gay from a very young age and was teased growing up for his feminine qualities. He came out to his family when he was 15 and discovered a love for fashion. Fashion helped him develop confidence as he was complimented for his outfits. And finally, there was less focus on his sexuality and more on how he looked. As he has gotten older, he is still becoming more comfortable with his sexuality and developing a better appreciation for his Black and queer identity.

  • Brittany Amber (she/her)

    Brittany, a created of transition & transplant, put roots in St. Louis in the winter of 2016. It was here that she found herself, found community, and keys to all that she was looking for. A world of doorways, opportunity, and acceptance. She spends her days writing, reading, dancing, connecting, & healing collectively. Simply put, she is here to have fun and wants to get to know you as much as she knows herself.

  • pax (they/them)

    pax (@quantum.alien) is a queer writer, philosopher, artist, musician, breathwork practitioner and energetic healer who infuses lived cartographic studies of ecology, Life, Love, and the desire of cathartic rawness into both the conceptual and the Real.

  • Kara Schoen (she/they)

    Kara is a proud queer STL photographer. Both they and their wife are masculine presenting and enjoy showing the world that love doesn’t have a norm. It comes in every human form and they’re all beautiful. Their hope is to photograph more of our community and all forms of love.

    These photos represent who they are… queer and very much in love. Both came out late. Kara after 4 years of religious trauma therapy and losing their remaining immediate family in that process. It was worth it & chosen family played a key role in our world. Their only regret is not coming out sooner. They wasted a lot of time being afraid.

  • ripple (they/them)

    ripple is a somatics coach, bodyworker, and facilitator trained in the Skills for Change lineage which extends from The Radical Therapy Collective and the Strozzi Institute. Learn more about Ripple's work at withripple.com

  • K (they/she/he/cutie/pie)

    “Transness is Godly. At my masculine, at my feminine and at the intersection of two, is God, is me.”

  • Lorry Jamison (they/them)

    Lorry is a non-binary cartoonist based in St. Louis. A 2019 graduate of Washington University in St. Louis, their past local illustration clients include WashU, the Public Design Bureau, and Widmer Botanicals. Their debut graphic novella will be released this spring through Kraven Comics. They can most often be found drawing in their studio space with their cat, Sunny, sitting in their lap.

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Questions?
Contact our Anthology Organizer, Avi!

Avi Ivaturi (they/them)
Peer Support Organizer

avi.i@thesqsh.org