Annual Community Healing Festival

On Nov 5 (2022), we hosted our first ever Fall Community Healing Festival, which is turning into an annual tradition! We gathered queer St. Louisans at Tower Grove Park to share their stories through postcards, interviews, an open mic, a photoshoot, art therapy, reiki, and other healing approaches. Read on to learn more about this event!

SQSH's mission is to facilitate healing spaces and provide holistic support for queer St. Louisans to thrive. We aim to uplift queer St. Louisan stories based on the principles of oral history and intersectionality. If you believe in creating non-judgmental spaces for queer St. Louisans to speak our truth, donate to SQSH to fund our peer support and storytelling initiatives.

About the Festival

SQSH’s Fall Community Healing Festival was a community celebration focused on queer & trans visibility!

Our outdoor social gathering featured face painting, peer-led interviews, an open mic & runway, a photoshoot, and more – with the goal of promoting peer support, mental health, and solidarity among St. Louis LGBTQ+ community.

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The SQSH Team had a wonderful time sharing space with community, and we hope to host more events in the future! Sign up for our newsletter to stay informed on future events.

"I have been looking for people who look like me in queer trans places for so long and I was so excited to have finally found them! I wanted to show that brownness and transness and beauty could coexist together. This event gave me an opportunity to express so many different parts of my identity and play with my gender expression in a way that felt authentic to where I come from and me."

— Hafsa Said (they/them)

What was our Community Healing Festival about?

  • Our team planned an end-of-year community photoshoot event that focused on queer & trans visibility & advocacy. Our digital campaign aims to empower queer & trans St. Louisans to speak up on social justice issues they care about through empowering mini-interviews facilitated by trained peer counselors

    This was an outdoors social gathering featuring music, food, a fashion runway, and an open mic, with the goal of promoting peer support, mental health, empowerment, and solidarity among queer St. Louisans. We wanted to create a safe space where queer & trans St. Louisans can feel whole in their bodies; heard in their experiences; and seen in their identities.

    Given recent community tragedies (2016 Pulse shooting in Orlando and subsequent heightened policing of LGBTQIA+ communities, 2022 anti-trans legislation in Missouri and nationwide, trans erasure in conversations about abortion access after the overturning of Roe v. Wade in 2022, anti-trans protests in Missouri), this is a particularly salient opportunity to strengthen our community’s resilience, highlight positive possibility models and representation for queer & trans St. Louisans, and create safe spaces where we can be our authentic selves. We know that radical healing occurs when one is able to be critically conscious about systemic oppression and envision personal and collective liberation. Through this project, we aimed to promote the 5 anchors of radical healing for queer & trans St. Louisans: Collectivism, critical consciousness, radical hope, strength and resistance, and cultural authenticity and self-knowledge.

    We invited 4 community photographers to take photos of queer St. Louisans wearing gender-euphoric clothing at Tower Grove Park, while leading mini-interviews with them to flesh out their personal profiles & experiences with community activism.

    Our goal was to create a safe, affirming space for queer & trans youth St. Louisans to come together, build community, and have some fun with modeling – while lending visibility to forms of beauty that are marginalized by White supremacist, Eurocentric, ableist, & fatphobic structures & beauty standards. We then (with consent) are using the photos to put together a digital campaign that is promoted through our social media, newsletter, and website.

    • Interview space where models can engage in supportive one-on-one or group conversations facilitated by SQSH’s peer counselors

    • Model/photoshoot space + fashion runway

    • Socializing space + open mic

    • Healing activities led by holistic wellness providers (chair massage, reiki, art therapy)

    • Food & drinks

  • This event was for queer and trans St. Louisans working, or going to school in the St. Louis MO-IL Metro Area, as well as their supportive peers and caregivers in their lives. St. Louisans of all races and genders are welcome, but we prioritized and centered the needs of Black and Brown transgender and gender non-conforming youth.

    77 people signed in at our event through Google Forms.

  • We promoted this event through flyering, sharing with our partners, social media (Facebook and Instagram), our monthly newsletter, our website, and word-of-mouth outreach. More than 90% of our volunteers and 100% of our staff are queer St. Louisans; our personal relationships went a long way towards attracting queer & trans St. Louisans to participate in this event.

  • At our Community Debrief on Nov 16, we found that successes included:

    • Pulling off an event that centered connection, visibility, storytelling, wellness, and holistic healing for queer & trans St. Louisans, for the first time!

    • Incorporating an effective array of innovative programming including peer-led interviews, open mic, postcard collage, face-painting, queer closet, fashion runway, photoshoot, art therapy, reiki healing, chair massage, etc. which appealed to various participants’ individualized needs

    • Prioritizing accessibility for our most marginalized event participants, including incorporating an anti-carceral event safety plan; ASL interpretation; windowed masks; childcare; name tags with pronouns; photo consent; and free services & activities

    • Effective event concept, layout, and promotion that included recruitment of a high volume of volunteers, partners, event supplies, and community support

    • 89 people registered for our event on Eventbrite

    • Ample event preparation including a dry run, venue scout, personnel briefing, setup + tear-down

    • All event participants who filled out our post-event feedback survey (n=22) rated the overall event quality as “Good” or “Very Good”, and that they would recommend or strongly recommend this event to others.

  • At our Community Debrief on Nov 16, we found that challenges included:

    • Difficulty in coordinating high number of personnel, partners, and volunteers, as well as juggling multiple event activities simultaneously (some were more well-utilized than others)

    • Difficulty in predicting number of event participants and planning food + supplies accordingly

    • Difficulty in mobilizing, connecting with, and recruiting more Black, brown, Latine, Asian, and Indigenous queer St. Louisans to attend – more intentional and intensive relationship-building and outreach is needed and hoped for in 2023. We plan to reach more QTBIPOC youth in 2023 by reaching out to and partnering with QTBIPOC-led organizations.

    • Sign-in process was too tedious and involved too many steps while relying on hotspot wi-fi that was spotty – would like to streamline and use pen & paper methods next year

    • Lack of bathrooms close to the event

    • Chilly, windy weather

  • We are very excited about the support we received from our community and partners that made this event a success! Your donations would allow us to take our event to the next level in 2023, and provide our queer & trans youth-led team with the resources we need to create a radical healing and celebration space for our community annually.

“I think that today was such an affirming event, and it's always helpful when you can wear a name tag with your pronouns on it and a little more proudly present who you are. You can be a little more out in the open and know that you are safe knowing that the people around you are safe people to be with.”

— Drew Ryherd (he/they/she)

About our Peer-Led Interviews

Our trained peer counselors conducted interviews with 11+ queer St. Louisans to learn more about their experiences with queer identity, mental health, beauty and fashion, gender and sexuality, chosen family and community, and more. Our interviewers are committed to the following principles:

Queer St. Louisans are the expert of their own identities and narrator of their experiences. They are the guide for the interview; our interviewers are facilitators and witnesses.

Anti-fixity: None of us are beholden to our names, pronouns, thoughts, etc. We’re always changing and moving forward on shifting terrain, and we have many selves. We hold contradictions and allow them to coexist.

Evenly hovering attention: When someone is telling us a story, we work against the mainstream economy that focuses on sensational, extreme stories of tragedy and suffering. We respond to the information they share in the order they share it. For example, if someone tells us they ate a bag of chips and then someone broke into their house, we ask about the chips and then the experience of someone breaking into their house. This fosters mutual curiosity and passion.

Giving space for silence. We believe that silence allows the narrator the opportunity to elaborate. It’s not withdrawal or absence on anyone’s part. It's also okay to be uncomfortable.

Non-verbal communication: We try to demonstrate attentiveness by nodding, smiling, etc.

We use our peer counseling skills to ask open-ended questions, ask to learn more about the narrator’s identities and experiences, and provide some validating, normalizing, or cheerleading when supportive!

Reciprocity is important to us. We thank our interviewees by sending them a recording and transcript from their interview, and free professional photos taken at the event (if any).

Our interviewees appreciate our peer-led, community-centric, anti-oppressive approach:

It’s just so therapeutic to like get all this stuff out. And it’s even more therapeutic to know somebody’s like really listening and really feels you and really like, understands what you’re saying and empathizes with you.
— Anarchia Nichole
It definitely feels like less on my shoulders. I carry all that around and I feel like it’s hard to talk about it. Cause in my community it’s like no one I can really talk to except for my mom.
— Bree

What did Queer St. Louisans speak up about? Read their stories, which center around five themes: Queer Identity, Mental Health, Beauty & Fashion, Chosen Family & Community, and Queer Joy, Resilience, & Liberation.

Reflections on community, photography, and sharing space with other queer St. Louisans

“I tend to think I know everyone in St. Louis’s tight-knit queer community, and I loved being proved wrong. I had the special privilege of observing and documenting folks participating in art therapy, peer interviews, and sharing delicious food. Farmers, drag queens, therapists, and city folk all mingled and shared conversations and stories.

Live music, laughter, and the sounds of kids playing filled the crisp fall air. It felt joyous to see people of all different ages and backgrounds come together to support the same thing: queer joy. The photographs I took are imbued with meaning, bliss, and collective well-being.”

— Hannah Priest (they/she)

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